Work? Ugh!!

Not feeling like working today. Not even feeling like writing the column. In fact, I don’t want to participate in life today.

I don’t want to lay in bed and watch TV, nor do I feel like eating. Eating has become my least favorite activity over the last two days, and I can only hope that the byproduct of my emotional messiness will be a reduction in the number on the scale. That’s about the only good thing that can come out of this, as far as I can tell.

Also, I got kind of drunk last night, which means that I’m moving kind of slow. I went to a bar alone, and it’s been so long since I’ve done that. I almost forgot what it was like — the dynamic, the people that you attract, etc. Maybe I’ll do that more often? Maybe I’ll do a few things differently? I guess I’ll make that decision on a different day — a day that I feel more like participating.